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The Mystical Path of Ontognosis
“Man, enter into thyself. For the Philosopher’s Stone is not to be found in foreign lands.” — Angelus Silenus The black flower of transcendent suffering Ontognosis is a uniquely Western path to mystical awakening that transforms suffering into liberating wisdom. Illuminative insights are Ontognosis’ catalyst—its Philosopher’s Stone. Consider the 10,000 forms of human suffering—from relationship conflicts to career frustrations, from private tragedies to the existential doubt

Dr. Mark Dillof
Mar 133 min read


The Ten Salient Features of Ontognosis
Mystical awakening begins by illuminating your everyday conflicts & anxieties. Life's negativites can be your guiding star to liberation.

Dr. Mark Dillof
Feb 6, 20257 min read


A Mysterious Autumnal Haiku
Dusk is an in-between time, a brief twilight period between two realms, day and night. It’s the mystical time when, according to some ...

Dr. Mark Dillof
Nov 14, 20247 min read


The Mystery of Being Home & Yet Not Being There
“Though I’m in Kyoto, when the cuckoo sings I long for Kyoto.”
— Basho

Dr. Mark Dillof
Nov 14, 20243 min read


THE MYSTERIOUS DREAD OF PUBLIC SPEAKING
How is it that, for a great many people, the fear of public speaking is more terrifying than death itself? Delving into this mystery, we ...

Dr. Mark Dillof
Aug 29, 202417 min read
The Beach Boys Enter the Depths
After singing “Sloop John B for over fifty years, Brian Wilson, the founder of “The Beach Boys,” added some new lyrics that change the entire tenor and meaning of the song. This shift in perspective is no small matter. It offers us a clue to the

Dr. Mark Dillof
Nov 25, 20189 min read
The Mystery of Vaping
Have you ever seen someone deliver a burst of nicotine-laden vapor into his lungs via a handheld electronic device? And have you then seen him — about 90% of the time it’s a male — then expel what is now a billowy white cloud of vapor from his mouth? Well, that

Dr. Mark Dillof
Oct 13, 20186 min read
The Mystery of a French Horn, in a Beatles’ Song
I was sitting in a coffee house, the other day, listening to the radio playing, “For No One,” from the Beatles’ 1966 album “Revolver.” Paul McCartney had composed one of the saddest of songs, about unrequited love.

Dr. Mark Dillof
Oct 13, 20186 min read
The Mystery of Anxiety
What is anxiety? It’s not synonymous with stress! Rather, stress is merely the physical dimension of anxiety. In other words, stress is how anxiety registers in your body. In your shoulders, your head, in your arms. But anxiety is not just physiological. On the

Dr. Mark Dillof
Jul 21, 20153 min read


The Unfortunate Influence of Kant’s Epistemology on Men’s Suits & Ties
Executive Summary: What is real? Is it matter or is it form? To be masculine is to owe one’s allegiance to form, identity, law, essence and structure. The subscription to form as the real is reflected everywhere, including in

Dr. Mark Dillof
Aug 28, 201210 min read
The Case of the Bottlenecked Bicyclist
In my previous blog posting, I offered an example, from my own life, of what the philosopher Martin Buber calls a sign. We must remember that

Dr. Mark Dillof
Feb 29, 20084 min read
The Case of the Blown Newspaper
There is a force in the universe — whether we call it God, the light of truth, or by some other name — that is continually trying

Dr. Mark Dillof
Feb 29, 20085 min read
The Mystery of Mountain Climbing
My thoughts on mountain climbing were sparked by the recent death of a brave man, Sir Edmund Hillary. Along with his Sherpa,

Dr. Mark Dillof
Feb 29, 20082 min read
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